ORD OH

The title says it all really.

Hahaha, As of today, I'm left with one more tour (i.e one morning shift and one night shift) of my shift work before I officially conclude my journey as a Police National Service (PNS) Officer. I'm not really sure how to feel about it tbh. All this while I really really wanted to get my National Service (NS) over and done with but right now as it is coming to an end, I don't want it to end just yet. I knew I would feel like this from the start, but that doesn't make me feel any better haha. Things are great for me personally within my team, but sadly it's time to say goodbye. Been a major rollercoaster ride as Neighbourhood Police Centre Officer (NPCO) but I'm glad I could go on this ride - even though I may not have fulfilled the height criteria to go on this rollercoaster ride ;) hahaha.

Alright gonna pause rn to settle some stuff first before I come back to continue talking about my post ORD plans.

Update: Today is the 24th April and this just shows how lazy I am really. I ORD-ed on 11th February Nice. Not gonna continue this post though because I don't really know where I'm going with it. Ciao.

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