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My thoughts

This isn't an one-time occurrence. Almost everyday or every other day atleast, there would be a certain event that makes me reflect on my actions and subsequently makes me think and feel that I have to improve myself to be a better person and that there are actions I can take to achieve that. The problem, however, is that I rarely act upon on these thoughts in a successful manner. Yeah, many times I have done what I felt were the right steps to enhance myself but I never sustain these measures. Consistency and determination are two attributes I desperately lack. My day to day life is always so lacklustre and I always expect my life to be better than this yet I do nothing to make it as such. Above it all, I feel like I know where my problems lie but I just don't bring myself to rectify them. I stick to my easy lifestyle way too much. I feel that in the end, it is up to myself to gather the willpower to better myself but when will that day come? Where or who should I be lo

Are you still reading this?

Hey Been a while since I wrote a post and I felt like it was time I got back to writing. In the past few weeks, I've considered quite a number of times to type out another post but I felt that I was just too lazy and besides, I don't have much going on in life. Currently still serving NS in SPF with just over 4 months to go and I honestly terribly want to get it over and done with. (!!!) Something slightly more interesting, that I'm still in the midst of, is that I'm matriculating early into Singapore Management University (SMU)! Pretty excited for what lies ahead of me in that sense, although I must say that I'm equally terrified of the future. Praying and Hoping that things pan out the way I want it to. Alsoooo, surprisingly, for the first time ever just as I'm about to turn 20 my parents agreed to letting me go overseas with my friends! This is honestly a pleasant surprise for me because I've been feeling jealous of all my friends who get to travel